If your instructor is smart he knows what you're going through, after an off season carrying a drum is a killer. The way you move forward though is to suck it up. You won't die. Keep good posture and drink water and you'll survive. You don't need to talk to him, just work hard and it'll be fine.
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Cypress Lake High School Marching Pride
Freshman - 06-07 - Snare
Sophomore - 07-08 - Tenors
Junior - 08-09 - Tenors, Drum Captain
In the future - ??-?? - Center Tenor of some corps
I used to be Apollo541